On My Dependance Day
Today is a day in which Americans celebrate our nation’s independence and freedoms; for both I am truly and humbly grateful. But today is also a day of celebration of my dependance. Eight years ago today I was lying in a hospital bed recovering from an accident that almost ended my life. During this time however, I clung to Christ and fully realized my dependance on Him. He was surpassingly gracious and not only healed my body, but has faithfully sustained my soul these eight passing years.
In many ways, that was one of the best days of my life. Lying in a small hospital room listening to the fireworks outside shouting our independence, I rested inside my heart as I celebrated Jesus and my dependance on Him. To be cast completely on the mercy of God is terrifying and exciting all at the same time. *if that is even possible!* My life has never been the same because of that event – and I am glad of it.
I will not pretend that dependance on God is a one time experience. It isn’t. Dependance on Christ is a daily choice of action starting from the moment we wake up to the instant our eyes close in sleep. Choosing to trust in God and not lean on our own understanding is difficult, and it takes discipline. It is so easy to depend on me. I fool myself into thinking I am stable and reliable. I suppose I can do this by myself. (if you knew the instability my soul, you would probably laugh right now…)
Jesus alone is my only source of stability, and I must depend on Him for everything. I rest on, rely on, hang on, cling to, count on, believe in, hope in, and trust in Jesus. That is my daily dependance. And it will continue until God takes me home to Him. But for now, dependance is my theme. Jesus is worthy of our dependance… He is amazingly faithful. So…
Happy Dependance Day.
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Filed under: Devotional Life, Reflections on July 4th, 2008
I'm Kaysie, 22. Jesus follower. Lover of sunshine, trees, hot tea, books, music, family, the gospel, poetry and Barnes and Nobles. Has a weird obsession with paper. Over-analyzes almost everything. Adores simplicity. Lucky for you. 
Happy Dependance Day to you, too!
So very true Kaysie! Though we are celebrating independence as a nation, every day we should celebrate our dependence on Christ. Just like freedom, we take Him for granted far too often!
Hi Kaysie! Happy “Dependence” Day (on God)!
Excellent post. I remember reading about your accident – what an amazing experience! God really touched you; body and soul.
God bless, and Happy Independence Day!
Amen. I find that I myself am strongest when I completely depend on God and know that out of my own strength, I can do nothing. But I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
God bless!
Wow! That is so amazing! There you can really see just how powerful God is. He IS real! That is an amazing story. I’m so happy that the Lord has healed you.
Vanessa
Wow! You’ve been through a lot! Yet it’s obvious that you truly have become dependent on the Lord and that’s the best place to be. Thanks for sharing!